miss-lubnA

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hi everyone! well my name is lubnA.
aside from winning the lottery or becoming a god lol ;-p i dream about myself as an artist!
i think that being a successful artist could be one of the most wonderful things.

possitives:
i try and listen to people who are down in the dumps and need advice. i know how it feels to lack in self belief and enjoy the feeling of lifting a chip from someones shoulders.
i realise my mistakes and try to avoid them in future- BOY do i have a regret or two. (my regrets are very significant to me.)
im liberal minded about near enough anything, providing its not selfish and has no drastically negative (and long term) effect on the magority of humans and/ or communities.
i prefer fact to persuation and influence when looking at something (news adverts a cause) i believe the media needs to be more responsible.
i am trying my best to become a good person and to not lie :-)

negatives:

i'm socially retarded, getting anxious and worrying far too much about the smallest issues in life.
some people think i'm stuck up.
i have a bit of a personality disorder. my personality and mood changes A LOT, from manic and happy to calm to angry to sad and depressed and to not much at all
:)
'WINTER IN A WEEK'
winter is an amazing thing in many ways. a time to give (x mass) beautiful sun sets and rises, dramatic sky and lovely fogs to wonderous snow storms.
unfortunatly, living in the uk, i find summer much more desireable. in the lingering dull and cold winters i tend to get low from time to time, and i have this year (2011) been crying a lot. this year has been particularly difficult for me, because its the beinning of an end.

i look forward to new years! always an enjoyable occation :) always a lot of hard work that follows ;-) but then comes the warm, the grass, flowers and the birds :-D

anyway, despite highs and lows, i'm actually a bluddy happy person. emotional and more recently a tad lonerish, but reasonably comfortable.
:)
i love anything feel good and anything that promotes personal well being and individual happiness..

i promote balance in life, im trying to find the balance in mine. i am a taurus and horse, they are both what i would describe as TEMPRAMENTAL but at the same time sensible and thats how id describe myself.

i dont believe that their is currently 'justice' for rape victims at all.

(rape - something 'important' in my mind for a long time, im also a bit of a feminist- and have researched women in the world quite a bit in order to aid my arguments)
for example.. if i MUST give one..: two peops (at the time of the london riots) 2011 =jailed for four years for writing on facebook,
= given a harsher sentence than many rapists get.
which is basically like our justice system spitting in the face of women, men, boys and girls that are victims of rape.
when using this example,
it would appear that in the eyes of the law, rape is a lesser crime and a less evil act compared with... commenting, yes COMMENTING on facebook.. *claps hands* well done well done.
anyway it has to be said, humans are stupid.
true wishes and keep up the good work art peoples! xx